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I arise and pass.
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I am a spirit passing by, a light air on the hills saying unto you: In death there is peace.
Out of all mortal suffering, out of the bruised and broken heart, out of tears, tears—falling seen, falling inward and unseen—out of the withering flame of desire, and out of all illusion,
My spirit exhaled—floats free—my brother and sister—for you—over the world eternally.
[Joy, O joy!]
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For you, too, beyond this visible—through the gates of mortal passion and suffering—for the exhaled spirit,
For you, too, beyond this broken dream, this bitter waking in tears,
Something—how can I tell it?—which I have seen, which I might perhaps give you: and yet which I cannot give you, but in me waits also for you—O how long?
Something that I have promised. I give you the token. Faithfully when you recognise and return it shall you have that you desire.
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I am the light air on the hills—deny me not; my desire which was not satisfied is satisfied, and yet can never be satisfied.
I pass and pass and pass.
From the hills I creep down into the great city—fresh and pervading through all the streets I pass;
Him I touch, and her I touch, and you I touch—I can never be satisfied.
I who desired one give myself to all. I who would be the companion of one become the companion of all companions.
The lowest and who knows me not, him I know best and love best;
The child of the suffering heart I take; my arms pass under his shoulders and under the hollow of his thighs; his arm lies around my neck, my lips yearn close to his—on my breast at length he slumbers peacefully and long.
The blind and aged woman descends the steps leading to the basement of the tall London house; the east wind blows bitter with dust along the street; she feels along the wall, and for the door, and timidly knocks. I cannot see who opens the door, but it is slammed immediately in her face. I take her by the hand and speak words to her, and her sightless eyes are as though they saw once more.
Once I walked the world of rocks and grass, of space and time, of ambition and action, and could imagine no other—for I was in that one; now I roam through other fields and have the freedom of worlds innumerable, and am familiar where before was darkness and silence.
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